Before I start writing anything,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR JOHN K AND ARAS!!!
SURVIVOR HASN'T BEEN THE SAME WITHOUT YOU GUYS AND WHEREVER YOU ARE, I HOPE THAT YOU HAD A GREAT DAY!
To John K: I hope you're doing well in your modelling career. Haha.
To Aras: I hope that you're yoga thingy is getting you good enough money and I hope you have a house and oh, you better by paying your taxes!
Yea so anyways, today has been a fruitful day! I did lots and lots of revision for the final year. I started on Literature and the study group thing actually helped! Oh and I did history!! I'm so proud of myself! But, then again, today sucked TOTALLY 'cos of my cca records. PRIYA B.!! I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU NOT GETTING ANY MARKS FOR PARTICIPATION IN CCA EVER AGAIN! IF THIS REPEATS, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO WITH YOU! Ahhhhh, this sucks. Why can't I just go for guides all the time? Damnit. The darned consequences for not going for guides frequently. They said that the computer didn't record one term of attendance for the meetings so everyone ended up getting less than 50% for the attendace part. I know that I got more than 50% but I'm preety damn sure that its LESS that 75%. God. I'll have to be depending on my CIP hours. We plan on doing 6 hours of service at the library during the holidays EVERY WEEK. Sheeeesh. This sucks but I seriously wanna like get this over and done with soon enough. It is like BORING! Getting all the books in order. Ahh ... just think about how much of the stories in fanfiction I'd be missing!! Oh and I watched the Oprah Winfrey's show just now and it was sad, as usual. About the crisis in America how the students are not getting proper education. Teachers are supposed to be encouraging the students on their ambitions but one of the teachers actually said that the girl was so dumb when she mentioned that she wanted to be a plastic surgeon. It was like so sad! Oprah Winfrey's shows always leave me crying at the end. Anyways, I'm doing Literature now! Oh, 7 more days to the exams! Tamil's this Saturday. It is like my WEAKEST subject!!! 2 years ago, when I was in P6, my tamil was like my really good subject and I was always like the 2nd in class!! And I could speak properly!! But now I CAN'T!!! My cloze passage skills SUCK!! Also, we have summaries! I mean, seriously, my tamil is already horrible and how the hell am I supposed to be able to attempt the summary without like failing it? I just hope that I manage to pass my tamil! I haven't been failing but I'm always close to failing!! ARGH. I feel so useless in tamil. I mean I try so hard all the time but I end up failing all the time. I try to speak properly but I just can't and I don't know why and the teacher does not reognise my attempt but justs scolds me for not being fluent. SHEESH. I'm like, hey, I'm trying okay?! I feel kinda stupid 'cos even my Art and D&T is better than Tamil! I really wanna drop out of Higher Tamil next year but the thing is, if I continue, I don't have to BOTHER about it in JC. That's like the main reason why I'm still hanging on. Ahhhh. This just made me feel so stupid and I don't feel like studying anymore. Damn, sucks. Oh well ... just I'll go now.
